DEAR GOD-Bless Us

If they can't understand your silence they are never gonna understand your words.Sometimes you feel you had the perfect life.Time which has passed always seems good.People always live their lives in past memories.The so called 'Good Old Days' :) 

If there is one thing i have learned since i have been here in the last 24 years its just that nothing is for ever.No damn thing.If its good today,may be tomorrow it can even be worst.People are gonna leave,however perfect your relation may seem to you,whatever promises they may have made.Its is a fact that if good its all good,& when if its bad......

They say God keeps teaching us one or the other new lesson to make us stronger,emotionally balanced & more practical to face the harsher realities of life.

We don't have probs with that.But someone plzzz tell me,why to bring people in our lives,create bonds,give us some great heavenly shweetest memories,Promises.....& then one day take away everything like it was just a mere dream,like it was nothing.

Dear God,i challenge,i dare you,do come here,love someone,anyone,atleast make a God damn relation based on love,care & trust,see what makes them laugh,& more imperatively what makes them cry,give them a reason to shmileee,let them tell U,what you mean to them,tell them what they mean to you,give them the weirdest of names to call them by,plan for their Birthdays since months to make them the happiest person on Earth,fight with them & switch off your cells phone & then get to know how much they missed you.

One good day do miss them & while doing so,shed a tear,& then again start shmiling seeing a text from them flashing on your pager.Become the reason of their happiness & in doing so somehow make them a reason for ur' shmileee too.

Miss them before going to sleep & talking to them through ways of your own making very sure that no one at your place & their's too does get a hint.

Opening your eyes at whatever time,wee hours of the night,some early chilly morning or late morning,even midday & the 1st thing popping in your head being "How are they".Not feeling good all day because you worried where they are,not replying to your calls,getting weird thoughts & then all of a sudden,life being normal again with a text from them "Ws wit Mom..Shopping..cell left d hoome..Miss u " & life once again being normal again :)

Working all day,meeting undesirable people,even having a worst day at work then too being happy thinking of them & the time you would be back to home,talking to them & forgetting everything bad which happened that day as if it was just a bad dream,nothing else.

Being in the market,shopping,& every product on which your eyes go once thinking if it would be loved by them.Buying the book of the author they love the most,fruits they have daily & may be if you a lil crazy even getting a T shirt or a watch of the brand they are mad about :)

Not still knowing what you have got yourself into,living life fully with no regrets,no complains,no demands,but still not feeling good if they are not around you.Feeling like having them around & not finding them & missing them like anything when they are not in that state of mind & you the only one missing them at that point of time.One person getting Emo,the other one getting pragmatic,practical.

God,with all due respect,this was not even a trailer to all that which comprises what we call 'Life'.Make a relation here & then just leave,Just leave,after shmiling,crying,dancing,celebrating life,discussing life,shedding tears,wiping tears,singing for them,getting dedications & hearing them say,one Holy Day, "I m never gonna leave you" , "I m never gonna forget you" , "you are the only person in this world who can make me shmilee & cry both in a second" , "I love u " , "I trust u " ,"I miss u..i miss u..i miss u..i don't wanna miss you".

& then one day...

Just leave..just leave forgetting everything..leaving everything behind & with a shmileeee on your face & songs on your lips.God,if you could do that i too can,but if you can't then please no more lessons please.If you really are there,& wanna teach people there are many a ways to teach rather than playing with people's emotions & making them learn the hard way.

Dear God,people here worship you like anything.Whatever you do to people,they still love you & believe in you & would always do.Don't you think its like for granted,people are gonna be loving you,come what may.& i tell you God,its a really beautiful feeling that someone loves you,cares for you,someone wants to see you happy.

So please if you too have ever loved someone stop playing with our hearts please..I hope you would listen to my prayer,my request this time,otherwise the challenge is still open.

Earth Calling Almighty :)

Bless Us..

Just remembering the song  'Preet Jaga k tune,kaahe ko de di judai..tune..kaahe ko duniya banai..tune.."

Waiting for justice...

A Child Of God...

AMEN